angry ahhhh!!!!!

I lost my entry again...just because of 1 click!! *sigh*
Here goes..Haze haze go away..i hate it so much..it is not a natural phenomenon..we are not supposed to experience it every year unless the land at Indonesia self-combust every year and all then i can't complain much..but this time again it was caused by IDIOTS..NO-BRAINER..HOMO SAPIEN..do they realized how many countries is affected by it? Use the brain la please..Almost every moning i saw ambulance rushing here and there..pity those people with asthma and breathing difficulties..God bless them..poor thing..Stupid haze make me sorethroat..my eyes itchy..and i can't see the KL Tower and KLCC and the moon clearly!! Even driving to and fro uni is so depressing (quote amelia) i am driving tomorrow..hopefully the haze will be gone just like yesterday.
it's been 5 weeks since i last blog..too many things to think of and do..busy busy busy..ahahah now new assignment..4000words!!! Econs..ahahahah can go crazy..hopefully not..i believe i won't but no harm saying i might..=p classes as usual..friends are all still friendly..nothing much to write.
I am 20 years old now..but i realized i don't really get the treatment of an adult from my parents..blessed lucky or the other way round? i con't know..came back late yesterday..parents were not happy because i was driving..gave me angry looks and 2 LONG SENTENCES from each of them..i understand their concern and worries for me..but..but.. i still feel rebellious angry....i dunno..aarrggghhh!!! My problem..? i always reasoned with myself..supress myself and always think and analyse things from both side of the matter..therefore i know i can't just make a mistake or just let go some things just like that! Confusing..? I am..or not..*sigh* but I still love my parents a lot..=)
PY had fun at Singapore..me so jealous..i want to go also..meeting new people..hearing new stories, learning and gaining new experiences from these people she met..people who won't judge or care..i so understand how she feels..and so want to experience it..when i said 'people' i don't meant those Singaporeans..=p i meant those backpackers she met and share the same dorm, toilet and bathrooms with..different kind of people from different countries all gathered at the Inn..good for her..but PY..next time don't 'run away' ooo!! hehe but then if it's for me..i might 'run' too! =p but like i said again...not a bad experience..hahahah jealous gila here! babe..IF my plan to visit England again next summer NOT working out...I am soooooo going to Singapore or Bangkok with you gals yah!!! i sooo want to go travel..sooo desperate to travel..x) but of course must JAGA BUDGET.. =p
hmmmmm let's see..current obsession..a Korean actor we saw recently on tv..Lee Dong Wook shii or Wookie!! heheh he is not the super cutie type and some might say he is not handsome at all..but i like him...his eyes and his smile... hihihihih xp love him!! and his on/off screen chemistry with Ms Lee Da Hae is so cute..hehehe hopefully real life they really did get together...i don't mind at all xp well i went online to look for his pictures..found a lot..but sad thing happened..went to some sites which is in Chinese language..TAK FAHAM even one word!!! so sad..i must learn chinese...MUST MUST MUST!!!! *sigh* those pictures made me happy though...=p
Now..Sunday afternoon..Suzuka GP..Massa pole Michael Schumacher 2nd..Renault 3rd row..everything looked so good..chances high..race started..1st pit-stop done..Michael leading..Alonso 2nd..everything looked damn good..but still i kept my fingers crossed.........................................2nd pit-stop..Alonso went in earlier than Michael..came out still behind Michael..THEN Michael went in...came out IN FRONT OF ALONSO.....everything looked good still..............I went back to my papers in front of me............ AND ALL OF A SUDDEN...ALL OF A SUDDEN MICHAEL'S CAR WAS SMOKING...HIS V8 ENGINE FAILED HIM!!!!!!! CAN ANYONE BELIEVE THAT!!!! 17 LAPS TO GO!!!! 17 LAPS!!!!! TO HIS 2 POINTS EXTRA OF ALONSO....HOW CAN THIS BE????? AAAHHHH..... I HATE TO SEE THE LOOK ON BRIATORE'S FACE WHEN ALONSO PAST MICHAEL THERE ON THE TRACK...NNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO......!!!!!!! almost all the fans were not happy...full house but i know they came to see Michael for the last time and to support their Toyota and Honda......i hate it...i am so ANGRY...i don't want Michael to lose to the cry baby Alonso!!!!! nnooooooo!!! left another race to go...how to win...how to win? unless ofcourse..we pray hard alonso's car spin out of track at Brasil!!...hopefully...but sooo bad...i don't care...*sob sob sob boo hoo hoo* =( damn sad...going to look at Wookie shi again...*sigh* thank God Kimi is going to Ferrari next year...ahahaha..he is soooo mine next year!! Alonso beware...KImi is the next world champion!!! =p