Friday, April 20, 2007

I love the month of April...

*sigh*...I've got to stop doing this...I love reading other people's blogs and i enjoy it ver much but me myself is sooooooo lazy to blog...ahhh no entry for March..how sad and now April is almost going to end...ahaha it won't end until i celebrate my birthday...it's another two more days but I already feel so loved! why is that i heard...? hehehe...i received a call from a friend studying at JB and at the same time another friend msn me both wishing me Happy Birthday!! ahahah they are the earliest two to wish me...well that's because they thought it was today and forgotten about 22nd!!! Im supposed to get offended but these two gals were just too sweet that i can't get mad at them...it's so cute of them!! ahahah...
Next happy thing...my sweet angel ask me to go to Good Charlotte's concert tomorrow night!!! He didn't even know he gave me a birthday present by taking me there...how cute!! heheh well i'll be joining PY there too...well to be precise..Im goin with Py and meet my Angel there...ahahha =p hmmm...eventhough there won't be any big celebration but im so happy things happened and friends all remember!! I love them all...love you all ya!! My mum's baking a cake well TWO chocolate...thick creamy dark chocolate~~!! hehe...auntie bought me stuff...heheh im so blessed!!
I cut my hair to reaaallyyy short yesterday...thank god i brought Amy along...hence my nice haircut!! and not the 'si si' lala style that i almost have to live with=.= hehe...i love my hairstyle again...feeling very good right now...reallyy good!
It's weird that i am so excited with just this few little things but really...the past few days been feeling quite pathetic...ahaha someone asked me a question which made me feel so pathetic and pityfull suddenly...then went to this not very impressive interview which adds up to the pathetic-ness I was feeling...heheh now feel much better...really..I was all this while feeling very comfortable with myself but these two events really make me felt insecure...VERY insecure and PATHETIC..been bugging Amy a lot..I haven't been feeling like that for so long..=) anyway it was an experience...
oh oh oh...!!! I saw Chester Bennington!!!! I still can't believe i saw him at Tower Records...man he is sooo hot!! I don't care if people say he's skinny or Mike's better...I've always love him from the beginning...love him love him love him!!! Too bad i couldn't get autograph but i get loads of pictures!! Don't ask me why i didn't get autograph...sad case...i realised every time if there's anything to do with Linkin Park, I will sure face some problems or discomfort or unhappiness...but i still love them especially Chester and Phoenix! When it comes to Linkin Park, it is always with my Brother...both of us will be discussing and planing to go at where and what time..I think this is the bonding thingy...a little weird since we are sister/brother and not brother/brother or sister/sister...ahah but im truly lucky i get along very well with my brother...he's going to study at Kampar soon...the place is not bad but i still feel sad he is going off to live outside...and i went through his pics when he was a baby...man how he grown to become a young man... i miss my baby brother...hmmm...is this what they call pre-turning-21-anxiety feelings?... I've been having this emotional turmoil for a few days now...OR ahaha it could be my PMS talking if i checked my calendar properly...=p yup it is! cheh...
oh..month of April...there are so many people's birthday and i attended a few of the parties...ahah fun but don't feel special anymore...=p hehe
well i guess that's about all for now...assignments been bugging me...finish two and here comes another two..I like IKEA but they are too interesting...too many info...x) i'll have to do my best...a bit 'kiasu' here...or im alwasy 'kiasu'...
arrgghhh...Amelia now is pestering me to wear a dress for my birthday dinner...the place we going does not need this kinda of dress code but she wants it!! hey gal...it's my birthday ooo =p ...apparently she's living her 21st birthday dream through me...heheh she didn't get to wear a dress on her birthday because her bf gave her a surprise party! hehehe...this gal asking too much! =p
anyway...that's all now...leave me comments or wish me happy birthday ooo...! xp