Sunday, October 8, 2006

angry ahhhh!!!!!

I lost my entry again...just because of 1 click!! *sigh*
Here goes..Haze haze go away..i hate it so much..it is not a natural phenomenon..we are not supposed to experience it every year unless the land at Indonesia self-combust every year and all then i can't complain much..but this time again it was caused by IDIOTS..NO-BRAINER..HOMO SAPIEN..do they realized how many countries is affected by it? Use the brain la please..Almost every moning i saw ambulance rushing here and there..pity those people with asthma and breathing difficulties..God bless them..poor thing..Stupid haze make me sorethroat..my eyes itchy..and i can't see the KL Tower and KLCC and the moon clearly!! Even driving to and fro uni is so depressing (quote amelia) i am driving tomorrow..hopefully the haze will be gone just like yesterday.
it's been 5 weeks since i last blog..too many things to think of and do..busy busy busy..ahahah now new assignment..4000words!!! Econs..ahahahah can go crazy..hopefully not..i believe i won't but no harm saying i might..=p classes as usual..friends are all still friendly..nothing much to write.
I am 20 years old now..but i realized i don't really get the treatment of an adult from my parents..blessed lucky or the other way round? i con't know..came back late yesterday..parents were not happy because i was driving..gave me angry looks and 2 LONG SENTENCES from each of them..i understand their concern and worries for me..but..but.. i still feel rebellious angry....i dunno..aarrggghhh!!! My problem..? i always reasoned with myself..supress myself and always think and analyse things from both side of the matter..therefore i know i can't just make a mistake or just let go some things just like that! Confusing..? I am..or not..*sigh* but I still love my parents a lot..=)
PY had fun at Singapore..me so jealous..i want to go also..meeting new people..hearing new stories, learning and gaining new experiences from these people she met..people who won't judge or care..i so understand how she feels..and so want to experience it..when i said 'people' i don't meant those Singaporeans..=p i meant those backpackers she met and share the same dorm, toilet and bathrooms with..different kind of people from different countries all gathered at the Inn..good for her..but PY..next time don't 'run away' ooo!! hehe but then if it's for me..i might 'run' too! =p but like i said again...not a bad experience..hahahah jealous gila here! babe..IF my plan to visit England again next summer NOT working out...I am soooooo going to Singapore or Bangkok with you gals yah!!! i sooo want to go travel..sooo desperate to travel..x) but of course must JAGA BUDGET.. =p
hmmmmm let's see..current obsession..a Korean actor we saw recently on tv..Lee Dong Wook shii or Wookie!! heheh he is not the super cutie type and some might say he is not handsome at all..but i like him...his eyes and his smile... hihihihih xp love him!! and his on/off screen chemistry with Ms Lee Da Hae is so cute..hehehe hopefully real life they really did get together...i don't mind at all xp well i went online to look for his pictures..found a lot..but sad thing happened..went to some sites which is in Chinese language..TAK FAHAM even one word!!! so sad..i must learn chinese...MUST MUST MUST!!!! *sigh* those pictures made me happy though...=p
Now..Sunday afternoon..Suzuka GP..Massa pole Michael Schumacher 2nd..Renault 3rd row..everything looked so good..chances high..race started..1st pit-stop done..Michael leading..Alonso 2nd..everything looked damn good..but still i kept my fingers crossed.........................................2nd pit-stop..Alonso went in earlier than Michael..came out still behind Michael..THEN Michael went in...came out IN FRONT OF ALONSO.....everything looked good still..............I went back to my papers in front of me............ AND ALL OF A SUDDEN...ALL OF A SUDDEN MICHAEL'S CAR WAS SMOKING...HIS V8 ENGINE FAILED HIM!!!!!!! CAN ANYONE BELIEVE THAT!!!! 17 LAPS TO GO!!!! 17 LAPS!!!!! TO HIS 2 POINTS EXTRA OF ALONSO....HOW CAN THIS BE????? AAAHHHH..... I HATE TO SEE THE LOOK ON BRIATORE'S FACE WHEN ALONSO PAST MICHAEL THERE ON THE TRACK...NNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO......!!!!!!! almost all the fans were not happy...full house but i know they came to see Michael for the last time and to support their Toyota and Honda......i hate it...i am so ANGRY...i don't want Michael to lose to the cry baby Alonso!!!!! nnooooooo!!! left another race to go...how to win...how to win? unless ofcourse..we pray hard alonso's car spin out of track at Brasil!!...hopefully...but sooo bad...i don't care...*sob sob sob boo hoo hoo* =( damn sad...going to look at Wookie shi again...*sigh* thank God Kimi is going to Ferrari next year...ahahaha..he is soooo mine next year!! Alonso beware...KImi is the next world champion!!! =p

Thursday, September 14, 2006

uni life

Ahhh...i hate it so much when i lost the thing that i type..i was about to finish the whole entry and ready to post..suddenly the lightning strike and poof!Everything gone!! Luckily my notebook is safe and sound.. =p
so here is my 2nd try ..finally after another week only I have the mood to start blogging..it's thursday..im suppose to be doing my tutorial work which will eventually help me in my assignment but i just can't seem to finish it..all the question is about myself..I realized now i don't really understand myself very well..hehe good tutorial huh?..i'm starting to question myself and make an effort to know who i am..what i am like..i kinda like this tutorial now..=) im enjoying while i can..i can imagine all those assignments im bound to face later..argghh!
Well let's talk about last week..my 1st week of uni..1st day as usual is orientation day..get to know who and who's in the Department of Econs..who we should go to if we need help..rules and regulation of Help University College and my UEL programme..before this i was quite excited and nervous about starting uni..all i knew was im going there alone..i've prepared myself, tell myself to be friendly(which i am always =p)..get to know new friends and all..it's a new beginning and all those very motivational stuff..heheh =) but im a lucky gal as usual..i met my f6 school-mate there and we live nearby each other..we ended up car-pooling and there settled my petrol and parking fee(not so expensive now)...hahahha =) moreover my friend came along with her friend who has a GROUP of friends and i ended up knowing a lot of people in the 1st week time..not bad i'll say =) i even get to know some friends from Sabah..they are very nice and friendly too..everything settled in nicely..so anticlimax..heheh i was expecting some challeging things to happen but then again im always a lucky gal which i don't mind at all =p
My course..how is it?Well I kinda enjoy Econs..interesting..something like science..cause and effect..and all those graph..theories..but im only having it for the 1st semester..then comes FE1019..hehe Academic Skills for Accounting..i like the lecturer a lot..a funny guy and he knows how to conduct a class and make it interesting which i am thankful of..hehe that's because my Cost and Managerial Accounting 's lecturer is boring but it is one of the core subjects..have to live with it but i do believe she is good..=) then again we can't just depend on her alone..i have to study myself..talking about studying..at first i was worried that i can't catch up with the others who have basic in accounting..but then after 2weeks i realized as long as i work hard then it should not be a problem..thank God again for my command of English heheh..im very religious today =p it helps a lot when the subjects im taking is all in English..i feel much better now..im very happy..bye bye to the rotting-at-home Shwu Chenn! =)
Another thing..in school everyone know me as Shwu Chenn and not my English name..some of them don't even know i have an english name ever since i was age3/4/5 and if they know they'll think im related with the guinea pig species because of the pronounciation..but at uni i suddenly feel like it's ok for everyone to call me by my english name Ginny...i won't feel like im out of place..awkward like it is not me..now when i realized some people can't pronounce my name Shwu properly i straight away ask them to call me Ginny heheh..kinda fun also cause i don't like the way they pronounce my Shwu wrongly!! It is supposed to be SHOE and if better SCHU(as in michael schumacher's schu...heheheh =p) and not SWEEEEE...sound like SWEE lan..SWEE may or whatever...no offence to those named swee lan/may but it's not me it's not my name so i don't like it!! =p so to everybody my name is LIEW SHWU CHENN..you can also call me GINNY and im not related to any rodent species 'k.. =)
Well i better sign out now..i need to finish my tutorial and do some reading..hehe sound sooo not like me right? Don't worry..Chenn Chenn is still here..she has just become very motivated and hardworking only..because her parents have to PAY A LOT to get her into uni!! =p I can't have them dissapointed at me.. =) hopefully i can get PTPTN full loan.. *pray pray*

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

replying amelia.....

Dear Amelia, do i have to explain all over again how and why i don't step on the brakes? =p you know damn well it's because of the car is auto gear!! I haven't get used with it.. Remember when i drove your Kenari..give me some time baby jie jie..and you can't exactly conclude it with one time experience..that was my first time driving the car la..you should be proud that you were my first friend to get into my car... =p im getting used to it day by day..hehehe actually my mom also complained i don't step on the brakes when i turn.. =p so i promise i'll form a loving relationship between my foot and the brake pedal 'k..i'll be nice xp hopefully the foot listen to my brain though..it has a mind of its own after so long of driving manual gear =) they move by itself to step on the clutch then the brake..but auto car don't have clutch..so the other foot is damn lazy...
muahhahaha i talk like my foot is another living being! omigod! i really need 'help' soon!!
lastly hopefully there will be good news coming from Budget 2007..hopefully the rumours we heard is not true...or else have to headache again..

replying amelia.....

Dear Amelia, do i have to explain all over again how and why i don't step on the brakes? =p you know damn well it's because of the car is auto gear!! I haven't get used with it.. Remember when i drove your Kenari..give me some time baby jie jie..and you can't exactly conclude it with one time experience..that was my first time driving the car la..you should be proud that you were my first friend to get into my car... =p im getting used to it day by day..hehehe actually my mom also complained i don't step on the brakes when i turn.. =p so i promise i'll form a loving relationship between my foot and the brake pedal 'k..i'll be nice xp hopefully the foot listen to my brain though..it has a mind of its own after so long of driving manual gear =) they move by itself to step on the clutch then the brake..but auto car don't have clutch..so the other foot is damn lazy...
muahhahaha i talk like my foot is another living being! omigod! i really need 'help' soon!!
lastly hopefully there will be good news coming from Budget 2007..hopefully the rumours we heard is not true...or else have to headache again..

Monday, August 28, 2006

car...

Finally my car is here...really weird driving it at first..because it is an auto gear car..im a manual driver...i like my dad's Toyota Unser more..heheh but i think it's the difference between a new car with an old car also..i don't like the brake..but it is supposed to be the most important component right!!!...eventhough it's tougher to drive an old car but im beginning to like it the more i drive it..hhmmm..issit practise makes perfect? no? hehehehe...
i drove the car back from damansara..i was kinda telling my mom i don't really like it especially the brake but later when i was driving around to places and all i realized that i like it now..i just have to get used to it but i promised myself that i am going to pamper myself with a new car in 4 years time..heheh hopefully!! =p anyhow driving a new car feels much much better!! and for now i cannot complain much as long as i have a car to go to class then it will be fine.. =/ hehehe...finally next week is coming!! 4th of september!!
Amelia and i went out for pizza with Edmund, Sharmila:she is so slim!!! Manipal really can do wonders!!, Peter and Michele..miss them so much esspecially Sharmila..we had a great time together eating pizza and talking about the good old days and celebrated ed's birthday..really fun gossiping about our old school mates!! =p wondering what are they doing now...everything turned out nicely except for some hiccups..(my mom =p being impatient) but no big deal..i just ended up practising driving the car more!! =p
i have to go to car's accesories shop to do shopping now...=p want to decoratemy car with some stuff a bit..anyhow it is an old car..trying to make it look nicer!! =p
so far i love the car's aircon.(very very cold!!) and the pick up when i step on the accelerator..better than some old cars i've known..thats about all..i'll find more things to like soon..im sure of it!! =)

Sunday, August 20, 2006

promise

hmmm...our jogging walking plan did not work out. PY slept at 3am how on earth is she able to wake up? three of us ended up having breakfast only at 10am..then went to PY's house to 'lepak' and i get some books from her house...but overall we did have an enjoyable day...they went to do their hair and i went home to call the TMnet guy to activate my Streamyx line..hehehe after a few hours i finally have my Streamyx!! i now officially have broadband!! damn happy!!very happy and i even tried the video call with PY!! fun fun fun!! =) getting addicted now...
that was yesterday...today my parents and i went to used car shopping..we went to a lot of places and all the prices is just too expensive for the type of cars that i have in my mind..moreover we have a budget to stick to...finally we went to this friend of my mother whose brother has a car that is said to be in tip top condition eventhough it is already 14 years old. We get it with a price below RM 10000 so it is good news for us! =) i just need a transport to go for classes so i don't mind if i have a new car or and old car just as long as the car can move and not stall in the middle of the road...that will be good enough now..i can get a new car myself when i graduate...heheh i promised myself this luxury so i must make sure i can do it...i must make sure i am successful and be able to take care of my family and fulfill my every dreams!!! =) for now i must have patience...patience chenn chenn!!!
hmmm...im a lucky child..i have a chance to further my studies..a car to college..a notebook..broadband..air-con room..everything is provided and enough for me..i have not much complain but i know i am not satisfied with what i have now..i want more but i wont ask from my parents..i'll have to get it by myself.. =p work hard!!
sometimes i wonder..what is relationship? no matter it is a bf/gf or friendship..i wonder can they last long distance?i dunno and have no comment for the gf/bf relationship...but for friends yes i believed we can last..but recently somethings really made me think again...and not only that..i also ponder is there much difference between having gal friends and guy friends? both ways have the pro and cons...really headache..different people different way of thinking and talking and different wavelength..amelia like to say that..it's not easy to find people where we can click with at once..*sigh* i dunno is it my PMS talking but im really tired and confuse when every time i think about it..feeling myself so down and so bad because of it...
i better go sleep on it!!!

Friday, August 18, 2006

ramble....

6th of october.....6th of october!!! i have to live with a gap between my two tooth for another 2 more months!!! ahhhhh...well it's all my own fault...aih~ but luckily the nurse did not scold or lecture me at all ...hehehe..just have to wait....aih waiting again...looks like i cannot run from it ...i have to wait for almost everything! really test my patience here..
im goinng WALKING tomorrow morning with two of gals..i think we need the walk esspecially two of them..walk and walk..try to relax our minds..breathe in some fresh air to clear of or wash away all of the problems,confusions and hurt away..by walking we can spend time chatting and chatting about whatever we want without worrying about the time..then we can go and have breakfast together-gether just like old times...something that we have not done for so long because of each others commitment..how i miss those days =) better do it before i start to become like them..
i chatted with bear bear this early morning..he gave me the address to the gang's blog..any of them with the word 'baybehh' are the members(now i know what's the baybehh for)..each of them will blog something about their lifes..how is it going with them..i was so happy about it because i can find out about them through the blog now..i wonder do they know that i am blogging now...hehe..should tell them also later..
my holidays are now more useful..everyday i am calling the TMnet technician to activate my Streamyx line..help mom with the housework and chit chat with her..go jogging with dad in the evening..spend some time with my daddy before i have to start busy with uni..and try to get my brother to work his brain to function properly! =p enjoy durians..blogging and find out about the Greek's Gods...i am quite interested in this kind of things..next i am going to find out more about the Ragnarok..no no..not the online game but the Norse mythology..it's more about war and blood spill..it is about the end of the world thingy..that is the overall story i found out for now..going to dig in more soon.. =)
i've been thinking of taking up new languages..i know some of my Chinese educated friends will suggest polishing my Mandarin in writing and reading..i do plan to do that but i also want to learn another language..prepare myself and actually do something to realise my dreams..im thinking whether to learn myself by getting books and tapes OR enrol in part time classes? if i enrol in classes i am worried that i wont have time for it with what i've seen Amelia going through now..she complains there is not enough hours in a day..i think she wants 48hours a day! =p and i have so many languages to choose from..hmmm.. have to think it through properly..(procrastinating again) =p
im hungry..going to eat more of the durians now..and later go jogging! =)